JobleSs

Hello Mr. Vacancy

I'm JobleSs here

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DAMN YOU!

'sorry' seems to be the easiest word to escape from problem! unfortunately its too late to forgive & forget what u did to my life! you dragged my family into your fool game! i don't know what you want and what you're thinking of me! I'm not the kind of woman who easily melt with 'sweet words'! those words are disgusting and it shouldn't came out from a guy who recently got a baby!  

I'm happy with my marriage

I'm proud to have a husband like HIM

Soon, I'm gonna be a mother

I'm BLESSED

I don't need a stranger to make my life worse!

jerk: sorry. sy saje gurau nak tgk awk mcm ne

yeah rite! ingat aku ni budak tadika ke ko nak buat lawak mcm tu! senang2 bole bg lollipop strawberry and then bwk aku g jln2 kat mall? 

SCREW ME OVER & I'LL DO IT TWICE AS BAD!! but its just not me! God knows better than me! I believe in karma. What Goes Around Comes Around! Dunia ni BULAT! 

to my chenta hati a.k.a temanku, suamiku & syurgaku : 

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.

(maher zain - for the rest of my life)

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WHY Me?

Today I Dtg Opis Mcm Biase. Two Days I'm On Leave. Actually I Tak Nak Story Kat Sni. Just A Short Brief. I Had Bleeding On Last Saturday. STOP

 

During The Lunch Hour I Had A Short Discussion With My Staf, named 'S'. I Should Let Her Know That After Eid, I'm No Longer Doing GL and I'm No Longer Her Superior. Rumors said I'll Be Doing On COSTING. If Nothing Change, 'A' Will Be Her Superior. Of Course La 'S' Surprised With The News & She Said 

 

" patut la A ada tanya saya nak kje bwh die x ganti J " 

 

Myself = BLUR

 

Myself = did A knew bout this?

S         = nope. die invited sy buat costing. die x ckp pon psal buat gl

 

CONCLUSION

 

 A didn't know bout the changes. yes of course because Mr R wanna break the story after Eid. What's on my mind is why 'A' (without referring to me) ask 'S' to join her? Why 'S'? Why Not 'K' or 'H' or 'U'? I Don't Really Know What's On A's Mind But What She Did Behind My Back Is WRONG!

dlm b.m : staf ko dh nk berambus so ko pilih jln mudah dgn amik staf aku. so ko x yah la nk kne buat kje byk sementara nk tggu for bdk br msk. and pity me coz xde staf bwh i and i buat kje sorg2 again.

 

To 'A', I don't know why you hated me damn much. I didn't do any bad to you (ade la ngumpat..hahah) that might harm you. I still have respect on you because you're older than me. i know i'm not the kind of 'kaki kipas'. but at least i'm honest showing the real me. 

 

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.:: Si Talam Dua Muka ::.

＼(＾▽＾*)いらっしゃ～いっ(*＾▽＾)／

 

I Sgt Sakit Hati Dgn Manusia Yg Busuk Hati + Dengki

What Do U Meant 'My Job Is Useless'

Time Ko Baik Dgn Org Lain Ko Kutuk2 Aku

Then Bila Ko Baik Dgn Aku, Ko Kutuk Org Lain

 

 

FINE! 

This Is The END

 

 

Jgn Harap Aku Nk Respek Ko Lg!

Kalo Ko Rse Kje Ko Bgs & Hebat Sgt, Surely Skrg Position Ko Hebat

(sendiri mau ingat la)

 

(kdg2 rse nk blah dr manusia hipokrit ni.tp kdg2 nk stay & bertahan)

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No Title

Some Things Are Better Left Unsaid

 

 

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.:: A Letter To Mr Hacker ::.

Dearly Mr. Hacker

thank you so much for messed up with my life

 u did a great jobs by hacked my yahoo account and fb

it's not only 1 yahoo id but 3!!~

i dun know what's in ur mind but what i knew now is u're messed up with wrong girl!

 luckily u didnt change my friendster password.

i dun know why, maybe u wanna blackmails me thru frenster?

it's been a while since my last login into frenster. 

well currently da only tool i have is frenster. to connect with my fren as my fb has been hacked! 

demn it! 

i dun really know what u want from my account. 

if u need any info juz ask nicely. 

its consider as u stole my prop! as da consequences, i'm no longer connnected with my frens. i've lost their emails. juz only 2 or 3 frens dat i still remember. 

demn! 

i have more than 6hundred frens in fb. 

what i regrets most is i've met my lost frens there and then dis crap happen! 

its like 'katak bwh tempurung', dunno what has happen outside! 

actually im creating my new fb but i'm not in da mood to active as before. 

and i dun use my name! its better to be a stranger. 

owh god. 

why shud dis happen. 

i'm so sick of dis silly game! its like sum1 who knows everything bout me. from head to toe! 

i've search thru internet how to get back my account & unfortunately nothing i can do. 

da best is i shud move on and create a new acct. yeah i did create new one. 

last but not least, dear hacker, did i owe u sumthing? 

i dun think this happen from the yahoo side. 

its from sum1 who ENVY me! 

i've been thru more shit this few years! especially blackmails! and now i've lost my yahoo id. its not only 1 id but 3! i dun know what will happen next! 

whatever it is, im ready with dis war!

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Demn You!!~

lesson for 2010
dun simply pity to sumbody without knowing her background!
damn you! stab behind my back
tot dat u're kinda sweet + good malay gal!
I swear to God, i'll slap you if u're in front of me now!
hey! u shud b thankful coz i'm no longer in ibil!!~

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.:: LIFE IS GOOD ::.

Last month was tough. i'm sick of seeing doc and i sick of being told that 'STRESS' is the course of my sickness!!!~

whatever ler =p
And starting from today i will never ever be the girl that i used to be. i will never think of whatsoever people did to me. or in a AYAT KASAR ' i dont give any damn ' coz what u did, u get back..sooner or later...
'LESSON LEARNED'
i will get over it and make my life more meaningful. chills!!~

this is my life..y shud i bother bout dat 'freaking' things?

xoxo

Alynne is the luckiest girl ever!!~

* ahaks i cam TERUJA nak tgk drama kat tv3 Tari Tirana *

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.:: DUGAAN ::.

" D.U.G.A.A.N "


Dugaan selalu menjenguk aku. Setiap mase. Hampir aku x mampu melayan dugaan. Tp, siapalah aku untuk menolak dugaan sbb dugaan itu dtg dr Nya.


25hari sblm aku melangkah ke alam baru, dugaan menyapa aku. SAKIT. KECEWA. KELU. PEDIH. dgn panahan dugaan. Hampir aku mengalah dan membiarkan kemenangan berpihak kpd dugaan..tetapi...Perlu ke aku kembali ke zmn kejatuhan aku dlu? perlu ke aku membiarkan dugaan menang utk kali ke-2? tidak!!~ aku perlu berlawan!!~ aku perlu mengambil langkah yg betul!!~


Aku bersyukur...bersyukur krn di saat aku berlawan dgn dugaan, kawan2 aku sentiasa di sisi menolong aku. Bagi aku, tanpa kawan2 yg setia spt mereka..tentu aku dah tewas dgn dugaan. tentu aku dh hanyut dgn dunia yg aku cipta sndr.


x nak aku kembali ke dunia jahanam aku dlu. saat aku tiada sesiapa..aku buat kesilapan yg sgt bsr. aku bersalah dgn famili aku dgn mengjahanamkan zmn blaja aku. aku terlalu mengikut perasaan krn cinta yg x kesampaian. cinta..? benci aku nak ingat!!~


Namun skrg segalanya selesai. Bagi aku

" Let Bygone Be Bygone "

Aku nk buka lembaran baru dlm hidup aku bersama dia. Dia yg berjaya membuka pintu hatiku. Dia yg mampu menahan karenah ku.Dialah segalanya bagi aku.




.:: You Know You Love Me ::.

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.:: ku takut kekasihku pun tahu..kau pernah jd simpananku ::.

WTF!!~
Irwansyah ni xde lagu lain ke die nk wat..?
aku rse ni lagu plg S*** aku dgr selain ' FUCK U I DONT WANT U BACK - EAMON '

Bodoh!!~ kalo die tuh perempuan hebat nape ko ade affair dgn betina lain..? ke mmg ko x cukup dgn sorg pmpn..? (HAHAHAH AKU DH MULA EMO BABE..BASED ON TRUE STORY ACTUALLY..) KAU PERNAH JD SIMPANAN KU..? DAMN lah!!~ aku rse perempuan tuh BODOH!!~ hahahaha

Layankan lirik lagu yg SGT S*** nih


camelia maafkanlah aku
karna ku tak bisa
temani tidurmu

camelia lupakanlah aku
yang tak
kau temui aku

kau wanita terhebat
yang pernah singgah di hatiku
kau wanita yang tegar
aku mohon lupakanlah aku

* sudahlah jangan menangis lagi
ku rasa cukup sampai di sini
mungkin di suatu saat nanti
kau temui cinta yang sejati

** sudah cepat lupakanlah aku
jangan pernah ungkit masa lalu
ku takut kekasihku pun tahu
kau pernah menjadi simpananku

camelia

kau wanita terhebat
yang pernah singgah di hatiku

repeat *, **

sudahlah jangan menangis lagi
ku rasa cukup sampai di sini
ku takut kekasihku pun tahu
kau pernah menjadi simpananku

camelia


Ops!!~ Notes ni xde kaitan dgn sape2...(hahaha iye ker.?)

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