.:: Positive VS Negative ::.

Hello My Life

 

Sering Kali Dugaan Melanda Aku

Dan Setiap Kali DIlanda Pasti Aku Memikirkan Si Negative

Boleh Dikira Dgn Jari Aku Fikirkan Si Positive

Kenapa Negative Selalu Di Kotak Fikiranku

Kenapa Pula Aku Menjauhi Positive Kerana Aku Sudah Maklum Bahawa Positive Jauh Lebih Baik Dari Negative

Aku Memerlukan Kekuatan

Kekuatan Untuk Meninggalkan Negative Jauh Ke Belakang Dan Berjalan Beriringan Bersama Positive

Hasil Nurkilan Ku Di Saat Aku Keresahan Kerana Dilanda Ujian Hidup

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.:: Never Look Back ::.

Hello My Life

Please ignore my previous blog
 bukan untuk tujuan minta simpati
sekadar meluahkan resah dihati je

Biase la manusia kdg2 di uji olehNya

"Apa pon yang terjadi berjalanlah tanpa henti"

Bila jiwa kaco tuh x yah la kite nak emo lebih2 kan

sbb nnt things getting worse!

actually I ade jupe kata2 yg sgt INDAH & memberi semangat bila I sgt moral down last week

"WANITA - kekuatannya datang dari dalam..ketabahannya hadir dari jiwa kental..dan gugur air matanya membawa harapan baru"

Ok

enough
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hurm this week i sangat busy dgn closing account
I kan dah buat GL, so kne amik tahu sume bnde lah
then dgn reconciliation inter-company lg
huhuhu dealing dgn org HQ kat Bkt Raja kdg2 tu best la coz experience tp ada 1 tahap i cam stress
but ape pon i enjoy dgn kje i

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.:: PintaKu ::.

Tuhanku

Tunjuk'n lah aku jalan keluar dari kekusutan ini

Sesungguhnya aku hambaMu yg kerdil lg lemah

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.:: DUNIA BARU ALYNNE ::.

jam di dinding kul 12am
hubby dh terbaring kat sofa smbl tgk astro..ke..astro tgk hubby? hee~
I lak ngadap pc..durh letih sgt2 bdn nih
pinggang sakit..mata pedih..
mane x nyer asik ngadap pc 88jam jerk!
ari nih sabtu..I kje..actually bukan nye waktu bekerja tp KENA dtg coz nk siap'n kje!
skrg auditor tgh audit utk year end!
mcm2 nk kne layan depa..adoi..penink kepala
dgn kje menimbun2...

dgn GM I lak...ssh sgt nk dpt autograf die :p
dh la doc kne anta ke HQ..
kalo HQ tu dokat sblh umah den, xpo lah..den x kisah..aiman lg lah x kisah ^_^
tp yg den kisah nih org HQ dok chase nk doc!
dgn PV bertimbun2 den nk kne check and verified!
hahah skrg xdo makno la den nk key-in dlm system..
itu sume kisah 3thn lps..
hahaha tp bab bank, mmg den kena key-in la..
tp nk ngadap PV2 yg bertimbun2 atas meja den tuh yg den mls..
kalo boleh..den nk meja den kosong! ekekeke
bosa t/jwb nk verified pv nih..kang salah den gak kne!
mcm yg berlaku last week!
habis kne pulang blk kat den sume2 pv tuh..mau den x ngamok dgn GM den..nsb baik den x marah bdk2 den..sbb den taw bdk2 den pndi buat koje!
hampir2 nk blk umah lah..fedup den dgn GM den nih!
pehal lak I berbahasa melaka lak nih???

time meeting dgn die I buat muka taik..ekekeke
trs die tanye kat staf I

" knp alynne? die stress ke"

mau nye aku x stress? hehehehe

kdg2 I rse give up sgt2!~
nk turn back time tp mne bole!
tp bile berfikir positive...kat mne2 sama je situasi..
hanya yg kuat je mampu bertahan...
tp nih bkn soal kuat x kuat
tp soal kemampuan and keyakinan dlm diri...hahahahha

ape yg penting & ape yg I taw...

' I'm gonna b sum1 in future...InsyaAllah '

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.:: DIMANA ALYNNE ::.

hari nih 12 dec 2009..
hari terakhir aku bermaustautin kat damansara damai nih..
aku duk sni lps kawen..hurm, hubby amik umah nih coz dekat dgn opis aku and die..well, dlu aku kje kat plaza mont kiara..dekat sgt2 la dgn umah..kalu x jem, 20min je smpi..

BUT lps ni leh consider aku sbg penduduk kajang laks..hurm..aku kdg2 blur..x taw sama ada decision yg aku buat ni betul or x..dlm mase sebulan lebih aku ulang alik dr damansara ke bangi, mcm2 bnde jd kat aku..and da worst part is kejadian on 10th dec 2009. takut aku nk story kat sni..kalo bole, aku nk lupekan kisah hitam tuh

harap2 sgt la umah br nih OK and xde gangguan mcm yg aku dpt kat umah damansara nih..kadang2 aku berfikir sejenak..knp dugaan melanda aku? knp aku? ade prob ke dgn aku nih? ntah la..hampir x tertahan nk tanggung..life aku b4 dis happy jerk..but now, aku mcm sugul..

and hubby ckp aku dh lost focus..aku dh len mcm..aku lembik..'fragile'..mne pergi alynne yg kuat mcm dlu?

aku terdiam

membisu seribu bahasa

lama aku berfikir kata2 hubby tuh

aku sndr x taw mne pergi kekuatan aku dlu? mne pergi semangat aku yg berkobar2 dlu tuh? impian yg aku sll cite kat hubby..mne semua tuh? knp dgn aku?

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.:: PERASAANKU ::.

Pagi hari pada 30/9/2009

:: pagi ni I smpi Opis lmbt coz hujan lebat as husbnd anta naik moto ::
:: lg pon kete kat umah parents ::
:: nenda I dr Melaka ade kat KL nk jp cucu2 & cicit2 nyer ::

:: I nak highlite is Pinggu asyik perli2 I jerk ::
:: I admit yg I salah coz x report kat die psal I 'MC' smlm ::
*sengaja nk bermain dgn api*
:: b4 msk opis I nk set in my mind, kalo pinggu marah2 ko buat dek je alyn ::
:: msk telinga kanan...kuar telinga kiri...... ::
:: ape yg i nmpk..mmg die marah I ::
:: tp die x ckp dpn2... ::
:: die perli2 I... ::
:: m.e.n.y.a.m.p.a.h je nak layan ::

:: da best way, I senyum'n aje ape yg die ckp tuh ::

*sempat lg die nk kena'n I dlm meeting sap yg membosan'n tuh*

Malam hari pada 30/09/2009 (dh msk 01/10/2009 jam 130am)

:: x taw knp tetibe I sedih sgt2 ::
:: mata I tetibe berair ::
:: i'm trying to express my feelings here ::
:: tp I kelu x taw nk mula mcm ne ::
:: in fact, I x taw ape yg I sedih'n ::

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.:: KEDAI KOPI ::.

Masing-masing ada masalah sendiri

Masalah dunia masalah peribadi

Luahkan jangan simpan dalam hati

Boleh cerita di kedai kopi

Cerita kedai kopi

Cerita kedai kopi

Tiada hakim tiada saksi

Cerita sensasi di kedai kopi

i'm wondering..kat mne kedai kOpi tuh?

coz byk giler nih i nak bercerita

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.:: LIFE IS GOOD ::.

Last month was tough. i'm sick of seeing doc and i sick of being told that 'STRESS' is the course of my sickness!!!~

whatever ler =p
And starting from today i will never ever be the girl that i used to be. i will never think of whatsoever people did to me. or in a AYAT KASAR ' i dont give any damn ' coz what u did, u get back..sooner or later...
'LESSON LEARNED'
i will get over it and make my life more meaningful. chills!!~

this is my life..y shud i bother bout dat 'freaking' things?

xoxo

Alynne is the luckiest girl ever!!~

* ahaks i cam TERUJA nak tgk drama kat tv3 Tari Tirana *

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.:: NUR KASIH ::.

" hadapi dengan senyuman
relakan la saje ini
bahawa semua yg terbaik
menyerah lah untuk menang "

i x taw la dh bp juta kali i tension and regret psal kje i..i x pnah terfikir i end up like dis.

tension++moody

'hari ni aku nak buat ape'

i muak dgn soalan tuh..soalan antara kami bertiga..dlu berdua dgn farah..skrg dgn kak jija laks..
andai kata la in future i jd manager..serious shit i x'n buat perangai mcm pinggu..orang luar x paham ape yg i rase. dorg hanya mampu mendengar keluhan i..bile dh masuk company nih br dorg taw. ramai yg regret masuk company nih..


Lewat ini ku rasakan
Kasih kian ku dambakan
Resah hati yang ku pendam
Pada takdir dan harapan

Detik waktu dan suratan
Siapa tahu ketentuan
Ku mencari cahayanya
Dalam bayang kegelapan

Nur kasih
Nur kasih

Nasib hidup dan pilihan
Lain hukum setiap insan
Mengharapkan perjalanan
Dalam maya kesamaran

Nur kasih
Nur kasih

Aku kembali kerana masih
Mencari yang hakiki
Sinar pasti
Janji suci yang abadi

Ooo kasihNur kasih
Oh nur kasih
Nur kasih

Aku kembali kerana
Masih mencari yang hakiki
Sinar pasti
Janji suci yang abadi

Nur nur ya nur kasih
Nur ya nur kasih
Nur nur kasih
Nur kasih

p/s: lagu ni byk makna..i rse insaf bila tgk movie ni kat tv.

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.:: THIS IS ME ::.

I HATE MY JOB!!!!~

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.:: 2 DAYS WITHOUT ACTIVITIES ::.

haish..weekends yg S A N G A T SANGAP

so cam biase..I mengDOWNLOAD la berbagai lagu..Skrg tgh gile lagu LENKA ~ The Show

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.:: PAGI YANG GELAP ::.

PERBUALAN PERTAMA

PIRANA : Eh knp u all x g training...
Farah : xpe lah puan..kitorg mmg x nak g pon..
Alynne : SEPI
Jija : SEPI

PERBUALAN KEDUA

PIRANA : APE LA U ALL NIH..KAN BGS G TRAINING..
Farah : SEPI
Alynne : SEPI
Jija : SEPI

MORAL OF DA STORY :
SILENT IS EASY.....
PERLU KE KAMI BERKATA2 PADA BOS YG HIPOKRIT TUH??

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.:: D E M O T I V A T E D ::.

Sy dh HILANG semangat nak kje....Selalu dtg opis, xde mood..Dah dpt better offer tp Jauh dr umah..Eventho gj best tp pas tolak2 sama je kalo stay Ibilis..x bole kalo main rembat je..kne pk gak mse dpn..skrg dh ade famili...singgit pon berharga taw!!~ huhuh environment kje kat sni best TP 1 je yg x best.. ^^ P I R A N A ^^

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.:: IBILIS ::.

.:: You Know You Love Me ::.
Gossip Gurl

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.:: BOSAN ::.

Lately focus I kat kje dah lari sgt2. Ntah la mse awal2 msk sni, mmg I semangat giler kje..blk pon dah gelap br kuar opis..tp skrg, tepat 530pm, i cabut..ayat 'kuang ajo' I kalo bdk2 tanye " dalam offer letter time kje starting from 8.45AM till 530PM'. So what?

Hahah the truth is I mls nak ngadap my manager..she's out of control (since everything is under her control) n totally JERK!!~ Ingat I suker ke kutuk2 manager nih. But to be honest, rse sakit je tgk attitude die. Mmg x professional dpN staff die and she's not A GOOD Manager. Tittle as a manager is not supposely appointed to her.

Farah and I have been sooo hardworking for the last 8 month. yeah from the 1st day I kje sni I dah BZ GILER utk SAP Implementation. Kne attending training for 1 month (if i'm not mistaken). Penat giler ulang alik ke Sham Alam.

A fren of mine ckp, SAP gives opportunity in future. Dats y i accept offer kje sni. Yelah salary yg dorg offer pown best gak r (^_~)

Back to my point, I x suka la environment kje yg staff TAK BOLE PANDAI DR MANAGER!!~ WTF kan!!~ Actually KITORG (FARAH & I) concentrate kat SAP then find out prob lah..Then bile diskuss dgn die (dengan harapan die bole tlg settlekan) tp lain laks jadi..hurm dgn gaya muka yg JELEKs!!~

Dah la tiru ayat kitorg masuk meeting..Konon2 x nak kitorg msk meeting then die yg kne hentam,meaning which, suh kitorg KESIAN kat die..ha ah I kesian kat U, PIRANA!!~

kesian sbb sume staff kat sni benci kat u!!!~ Adoi..cukup la smpi sni..xde mood nak memblog lah..Blk2 nak kutuk PIRANA!!~ Bosan giler la ckp psal PIRANA!!~sbb mood dr pg dah spoi..adoiaii..

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.:: ASININE CHARACTERISTIC ::.

BENGANG

Itu yg I rse kat Pirana..Mcm siot la..die dtg kje je everything gone wrong!!~ ape je yg x betul kat mata jahat die..huhuh ayat die pg td mmg x bole blah!!~ kalo mcm ni baik gUne QB..WTF!!~ kalo ko rse nak gune QB, trus cancel je SAP nih..x yah la nak rugi duit company berjuta2 (dah rugi pon) byr kat consultant..

What a typical women!!~

At least gune la MYOB or UBS or others..nih x QB? Dowh, comp kecik bole la gune..tp comp projerk mmg x seswai la bodowh!!~ there’s a reason why our CEO nak gune SAP..ko pk die nak ke mbazir berjuta2 for nothing? Millions babe!!~ we’re spending for 8 digits!!~ not 4 digits!!~

Bkn ko sorg je yg tension or byk kje..hingat kitorg ni ari2 dtg kje goyang kaki ke dowh?

E.X.A.S.P.E.R.A.T.E (buka kamus n cari sndr mksd ayat ni!!~)


.:: You Know You Love Me ::.

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.:: LALALA KERJA ::.

Pagi ni I cam 'moody' x taw nape..bersiap g kje pon lmbt..tp b4 msk ofis, I dh buang semua prob peribadi kat luar..time kje..x mo pk pape..I dh sll set in mind mcm tuh..so msk ofis je mesti SENYUM kat staff2 yg lain..hehehe br la best wat kje (^_~)

Tp I tgk muka manager I lain mcm..hurm lantak pi lah..sll mcm tuh..hari2 PMS..hakhakhak pastu pndg muka kak jijah..berkerut..cam de sumthing jerks..

Tetibe dpt email from kak jijah..manager pagi2 dh ngomel psal cuti Farah & I yg 'kononnye x plan'!!~ hek alah..kereks laks minah nih..pehal nk ckp I x plan cuti I..die yg cuti 2 hari mcm ne nk anta form..RUGI je kalo apply cuti time die cuti..hahahhaa

Tp yg peliks nyer xde la nk ngomel dpn2..ckp blkg2..I pon ape lg..wat xtvt biase..bercakap bile perlu jerks..yg penting KERJA SIAP + EXCELLENT BRAVO BABEH!!~ dah mls nk pk psal manager I nih..dah LALI dh perangai dier..huhuhuh kite ENJOY!!!~

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.:: Sedih ::.

TAK TAU np tetibe mlm nih aku rse mcm sumthing

Mcm Moody n Moral Down

I HATE MYSELF!!!!~

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.:: Only God Knows ::.

People don't know about the things I say and do

They don't understand about the shit that I've been through

It's been so long since I've been home

I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long

Maybe I forgot all things I miss

Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this

I said it too many times

And I still stand firm

You get what you put in

And people get what they deserve

Still I ain't seen mine

No I ain't seen mine

I've been giving just ain't been gettin

I've been walking that there line

So I think I'll keep a walking

With my head held high

I'll keep moving on and

Only God knows why

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.:: So WHAT ::.

Durh..i'm soo tired!!~ Kpale otak nih berdenyut2 jerk since ptg td..I need a doc!!~ Plz...td i dah g klinik jp doc panel..rahang i sakit blk lah..ingat'n dpt la doc yg consult i ari tuh..tp doc lain..hurm..hampa sbb i expect doc tuh ade solution dgn mslh i nih..is it make a sense rahang i sakit sbb i stress?..1st time nih i dgr dr seorg doc..dlu2 mse zmn blaja i sll sakit pale..mmg btul la i stress blaja..

i'm admit emosi i agak terganggu sbb i stress kje..tp why smpi ke rahang i lak yg effect? dah la i rse bdn i makin kurus..selera mkn pon xde..durh..i mmg x ley stress la..nnt nih lah jd nyer..i need a break..need to go far far far far far far far away from hell..hehehe (nih la ayat bdk tgh dlm tekanan..main tulis je ikut suka)

as usual bile tgh dlm tekanan music jelah yg membantu i..pasang kuat2..biar mak abah bising..then kurung'n diri dlm blk..layan........................

kwn i ckp.." alynne, u wat bodo jerk..msk telinga kanan kuar ikut mane2 saluran yg ade..yg penting enjoy n LAYAN......................." heheh ade gak betulnye..kalo i dah tahap mls nk speak out, i wat bodo n layan jerk..i kan suke memerhati smbl hati berkata2..hahahaha BUT it doesnt meant i nih boneka yg bole disepak terajang..

durh b4 i makin giler menulis..better i stop kat snih..





p/s: blog ini tiada kaitan dgn yg insan yg masih hidup or mati or masih sesat mencari jln pulang...wee~

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